That is because I'm in love. I didn't plan it. I didn't pray for it. It just happened. My feelings for Daniel began to grow and grow and I finally realized that I cared for him as more than a friend. When I mentioned this to Daniel, he said that he was developing feelings for me as well. One thing led to another and we began dating. Since distance is a problem at the moment, I suggested that we have an online romance for now and see what happens when we are able to finally meet in person. Daniel agreed and it ended up removing a lot of pressure that both of us were feeling.
All of this didn't just happen over night. We have been moving slowly in some areas and quickly in others. One thing that we have maintained is communication. If something comes up, we talk about it. We haven't allowed anything to get too big to talk about.
I feel completely different than I have before. My love for Daniel is honest and pure. I was not guided by my crotch like I have been in the past. This is going to sound cliché, but I fell in love with who he is as a person. He makes me laugh, he has made me so happy that I have cried. Just thinking about him warms my heart and brings a smile to my face.
I've had a busy day and I'm tired now. I'm off to bed.
G'night dudes and dudettes