I have been told by two different guys in the last two days, "Let's just be friends." Hey! That's a new record! Can I go for three?
Let me see, I'm feeling hurt, down, pissed off, angry, and confused.
There must be something wrong with me. The majority of the people that I meet, both men and women, tell me that I would make somebody a great husband someday. I want to know what decade "someday" falls in? This sucks!
I want a boyfriend. I want someone I can hold and cuddle, someone I can kiss and caress, someone I can share my love with, someone I can share my life with, and someone who will stay with me even after we have a fight.
I might as well be talking to the moon for as much good as it will do me. I'm just friendship material, nothing more. It's okay. I love having friends. I love making new friends. I just have to be satisfied with reality. I can dream for a boyfriend, but realize that the most I can obtain is friendship.