Gregory Sare Landolt (gregoid) wrote,
Gregory Sare Landolt

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Eating like a pig

Well now that the holidays are over, I'm hoping that the holiday blues fade away. I gained a total of 5 pounds from Thanksgiving until now. That's not bad. It sucks that I never got under 200. I actually made it down to 200 right before Thanksgiving and then fluctuated between 200 and 205. Right now I'm at 205, so I will hopefully begin the weight drop once again.

Today didn't help at all. I was feeling icky all day and all I wanted to do was eat, eat, eat. I'm sitting here in front of the computer feeling stuffed. I ate way too much.

I really don't want to get upset with myself for eating like a pig because that will just make me feel bad and I'll just give in to eating more. When I'm feeling bad about myself, I usually just say what the heck and chow down on what ever happens to be close or sounds good to eat.

I have my willpower back tonight and hopefully the blues will go away, so I will have an even better chance of staying on the losing track.

My target weight of 180 is not too far away. Once I reach the target weight, I will re-evaluate and see if I need to lose more.

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