In the moonlight, my body lies lifeless on the cold damp sand staring up into the night sky searching the stars looking for an answer. The chilling ocean breeze rakes across my frozen body with an endless current of rushing air. I lie there wondering when I will meet the man that I will spend the rest of my life with. Does he exist? Will I spend the rest of my life dating? Will I become a romantic old fool that hopes for a relationship that will never come? Is it possible to find the answers that I seek?
Addition: I seem to be suffering from post Christmas blues. I seem to be very emotional today. Laughter and tears seem to attack without warning. My body feels drained of energy and all I want to do is feed my face with sweets and pastries.