Yes, all the warning signs are there and the internal alarms have gone off. I'm Manic! Oh well, at least I'm not out of control. I just hope that when I come down of this high that I don't crash.
It always amazes me that when I'm like this I can't even imagine ever being depressed. I know that I have been depressed many times and that more likely than not, I will be again, but I love this particular state, not a care in the world, able to achieve anything, and not being so manic that I'm out of control. Wow what a rush!
If only I could bottle up some of this energy and use it when I'm on the other end of the mood swing.
I am watching myself very closely so I don't do something stupid. I have already decided not the buy the UPS today. If I get into the store with my credit card in my hot little hand, I know I'll go crazy and buy crap that I don't need. And since registration is on Friday, I need the money to register.
The only bad thing about being like this is that my judgment is soooo impaired. I need one of those time lock safes so I can put my credit cards in it. Because already I hear the little thoughts saying, "It's not that expensive. You'll have enough." Yeah, Right! Oh well, while the mental battle for control of the credit cards goes on, I will try to ignore it and continue with this entry.
Wow, it's already pretty long. I wish a knew how to use that link/read more feature I've seen on other posts.
My mind is going a mile a minute right now. I can't sit still any longer. I need to get up and do something. The Bathroom!