Gregory Sare Landolt (gregoid) wrote,
Gregory Sare Landolt
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Having a tough time

Life just has a way of sucking sometimes and not in a good way. This week has just been a crappy week emotionally. I've had suicidal thoughts off and on for a few days now. The one thing One of the things that keeps me from doing anything stupid is my husband. Just thinking about him puts my thoughts into a better light and the harmful ideas fade away.

I normally don't write about this kind of stuff in my journal, but I needed to write it down so I can look at it again and see what's happening. Sometimes everything just gets all jumbled up in my head and I need to actually see it written down to be able to look at what's going on without a bunch of other stuff getting mixed up in there as well.

*Sigh...* Confusion is what I'm experiencing right now. A bunch of ideas are whirling around in my head and none of them seem to matter that much.

I just need to ride it out until everything smooths out again. Everything will work out. It always does.
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