I normally don't write about this kind of stuff in my journal, but I needed to write it down so I can look at it again and see what's happening. Sometimes everything just gets all jumbled up in my head and I need to actually see it written down to be able to look at what's going on without a bunch of other stuff getting mixed up in there as well.
*Sigh...* Confusion is what I'm experiencing right now. A bunch of ideas are whirling around in my head and none of them seem to matter that much.
I just need to ride it out until everything smooths out again. Everything will work out. It always does.