So needless to say I didn't make my Tuesday flight on the 26. It now looks like I will be heading to Maine with my sister Piper on October 16th or something like that (the pain killers have my head a bit fuzzy on the exact details). That will give us one day to pack up and load the moving van before bringing everything I own back here to California.
Long story short about the move...a lot of talking went on with family and friends and the consensus was it would be better if I moved back to California. I'm still not totally convinced, but everybody else thinks it's the best thing.
I'm going to miss Maine a lot! But when everybody you know tells you it's not a good idea to live in Maine all by yourself, you begin to believe them (for the most part). I guess only time will tell if the move will be the right choice after all. By then it will be too late and it won't matter anyway.