I still love him very much and I suppose that I always will.
I'm a bit sad today, and I'm sure that I'll be this way for a while.
Dan and I have talked twice since the break up. We talked once last night and again this morning. We kept saying, "Sweetie" and "Honey" a lot. We would then correct ourselves and say, "My sweet bestfriend" or something similar and begin laughing or giggling. I'm sure it will take some time before we change our old habits.
The break up wasn't a nasty one, but no break up is easy. Pulling apart a couple that has been together for 3 and a half years still causes feelings of emptiness and loneliness.
Dan and I have remained best friends through all of this. We know each other VERY well and still care for one another.
I'm a bit numb and I'm sure that's why this post sounds a bit detached. I don't know what else to say at this time.