January 28th, 2003

WebCam Greg

I just want to hide

I was chatting with lakeguy and I finally realized why I have been stressed out all day today and tonight.

I have too many things scheduled this week. It might not sound like a lot to you, but this is a big problem with me. Deadlines and schedules make me so anxious that I literally can't function as the event draws near.

God I hate this! I get so worked up about having to be somewhere or having to do something at a certain time that I fall apart and can't do anything. Right now I'm sweating just thinking about it. I just want to hide until this week goes away. I want to tell everyone to just leave me alone for awhile. I just want to go to bed and cry.

#$%^#&^#&#^%^%&#!!!!!!
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