I can't sleep. I'm tired but I can't seem to get back to sleep. I just keep tossing and turning. I'm so tired I can't even think what to write about. Maybe just taking this break by reading email and posting this will be enough to let me sleep. Besides I have to baby-sit in a little while and I can't take care of a sick baby like this. Well I can, but I really don't want to.
Mr. Sandman, can you make another pass?
I just got back from baby-sitting. I am really bushed. I don't know if it's because of baby-sitting or because I had trouble sleeping last night. It's probably a little of both. All I know is that I'm tired. I think I'll take a nap.
The two hour nap helped. Now I feel energetic.
I just finished doing the dishes. I hate doing the dishes. I try to use paper plates when I can, but tonight I had spaghetti and had to use real dishes. Oh well, they’re done and I feel better.
I’m going to have shrimp stir-fry tomorrow. It's quick and easy, and the clean up is a snap. Not to mention the fact, that it's delicious!
I don't know why I get such a kick out of online quizzes.
I guess the old saying is true: Simple minds are easily amused.
*sigh* I just got the feeling I needed to hug someone and have them hug me back. It has been so long since I have dated. I want to be with someone again.
I hate going to bars to look for someone, because all I seem to pick up is a sex partner. I'm looking for more than that. Personal ads are so impersonal and besides, imho you are advertising that you are desperate. A friend mentioned Coffee Houses and they seem to be a good bet, but I'm sooo out of practice with picking someone up. Maybe I'll go tomorrow and just smile at the guys. Oh wait, if I smile too much they may think I'm mental or something. Hehe, I am, so I guess it's ok.
Now let's see if I can keep from getting the crap beat out of me. My Gaydar hasn't been working too well lately.
The last guy I dated was the moderator of a men's group. He was 9 years older than I was. He was always surprised that I wanted to go out with him and he was expecting me to find someone younger and leave him at any moment. I didn't but his constant worrying drove a wedge between our relationship. I later broke it off, but not because I found anyone new.
I hate when I feel like I'm not trusted. When I'm in a relationship with someone, I don't go out and look for other people. Not to say that I'm blind, but I don't make an effort to cruise. I do flirt, but that is in my nature. I flirt with everybody, both men and women. I guess I can see how it may look like I'm cruising.
I'm analyzing too much! I just need to get out there and do it.