Gregory Sare Landolt (gregoid) wrote,
Gregory Sare Landolt

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I'm feeling very anti-social right now. I have my cell phone turned on, my IM programs open, and my email program running, but I'm getting anxious that one or all might alert me at any moment. I'm determined NOT to run away and hide from the world today.

In the past I have tried to hide from the world when I get like this. I have gone so far as to shut off my answering machine and unplug the phone so I wouldn't have to deal with anybody.

Now, I'm going to keep everything turned on and running. I can make it through this. I won't panic when I get a message or when the phone rings.

Obviously my subconscious is not buying the "prep work" idea of my last post. I can tell because of this feeling of anxiety. I can also feel my mind working on something because I get random images and thoughts popping up every couple of seconds. I will have to work on this issue tonight before I go to bed or I will be up all night, tossing and turning.

[Mantra to myself, "You can do it, you can do it, you can do it...."]
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