I'm excited and nervous. I already wish I was on the road and at the same time I feel that there are so many things that I need to do before I can leave. I know that I'll be ready by the time Saturday rolls around, but right now, I feel like I'm coming unglued.
Mom isn't helping matters any. She always has to worry about something and this move gives her the opportunity to worry about anything and everything associated with the move. She is making me nervous and there is nothing to be nervous about. She is driving me crazy.
My thoughts are swimming around in my head and I'm having trouble focusing on specific things that I need to do. This evening, I felt like crying. I just had to get out of the apartment and drive around to try and relax and calm down. It seems to have helped because I no longer feel like crying.
The hardest part about this whole move has been the lack of information and schedule regarding the applications and approvals as well as move-in dates of the apartment. Planning has been a nightmare and almost a complete impossibility. Even now, information concerning the lease signing is up in the air, which has my Mom ready to have kittens.
I have pushed the reservation of the truck rental back 2 times. The first scheduled date to pick up the truck was on October 18, then I moved the date to November 15, and now to November 22. I can't move the date again without having to pay an additional $500 due to an increase in the rental rates. Plus, I can't wait any longer. I need to leave before I lose it completely.