Gregory Sare Landolt (gregoid) wrote,
Gregory Sare Landolt

  • Mood:

Keeping busy

I guess feeling numb is okay. My stomach has settled down somewhat. I just have a nervous butterfly thing going on now. The tears continue to fall now and then, but mainly my eyes just keep filling up with water making it hard to see.

I've been playing Solitaire for 6 hours now. Just when I get completely distracted, something pops into my head that reminds me all over again. I will be glad when I am able to think clearly and put things into a logical place. Something tells me that organizing all of this, might not ever happen.

I find myself second guessing every move that I make, and in case of this entry, every word I type.

I have way too many things flying around in my head to make much sense of anything.

I'll just continue to play solitaire.
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