Gregory Sare Landolt (gregoid) wrote,
Gregory Sare Landolt

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The eye of the storm

How is it possible to be so happy when I'm talking to someone I love and at the same time be depressed to the point that I feel like all the muscles in my face have dropped like getting a shot of Novocain? I'm happy and depressed. Not manic, but happy.

Daniel is the greatest thing in my life. I have a few Awesome friends that have helped me out a lot, but Daniel seems to be able to cut through so many layers of my depression and embed himself in me. He is able to give me a channel through the depression so I can communicate with him. He give me a Warm happy bubble in which I can enjoy while my depression surrounds me. I can feel both, but I am able to escape the emptiness that usually consumes me.

Daniel, I truly love you with all of my heart and soul. You have become a part of me. A part that I cherish.

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