That is how I live my life. I have to. I have to hold on to the hope and eventual realization that things, will and do, get better.
Sometimes it takes a long time for things to get better, as in months or years.
When you've had a taste of horror, bad is okay. It is all relative.
It is good to have bad days and bad feelings. They just make you appreciate the good days and good feelings all that much more.
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