This year is different than years past. I am not disappointed by what I see. I am seeing the accomplishments rather than the failures. On areas that are not quite where I want them to be, instead of getting down about them, I am thinking of ways to make them happen. All in all it is a very positive experience.
I don't know if it's the fact that I have a boyfriend, have a new combination of medication, or the fact that I have just grown enough to handle this grueling analysis without falling apart, but whatever it is, I feel at ease and focused on bettering the areas that I feel need more work and proud of what I have accomplished so far.