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Having a tough time
Life just has a way of sucking sometimes and not in a good way. This week has just been a crappy week emotionally. I've had suicidal thoughts off and on for a few days now. The one thing One of the things that keeps me from doing anything stupid is my husband. Just thinking about him puts my thoughts into a better light and the harmful ideas fade away.

I normally don't write about this kind of stuff in my journal, but I needed to write it down so I can look at it again and see what's happening. Sometimes everything just gets all jumbled up in my head and I need to actually see it written down to be able to look at what's going on without a bunch of other stuff getting mixed up in there as well.

*Sigh...* Confusion is what I'm experiencing right now. A bunch of ideas are whirling around in my head and none of them seem to matter that much.

I just need to ride it out until everything smooths out again. Everything will work out. It always does.

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Current Mood: depressed depressed

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ozgryph From: ozgryph Date: March 16th, 2012 10:11 am (UTC) (Link)
Look, I'm not going to tell you that everything will be okay tomorrow but I will tell you that Adam and I care about what happens to both you and Dan.

Lots of prayers and good vibes are being sent to you by both of us and I'm sure the feeling is shared amongst many of the people who care about you.

Suicide and self harm are not an answer. A great man once said "if you're going through hell, keep on going" or something like that.

Take care babe, and keep us posted on how you're feeling.

Lotsa love, Clay and Adam
kishenehn From: kishenehn Date: March 16th, 2012 11:31 am (UTC) (Link)
*big hugs*

Take care of yourself.
merlinwon From: merlinwon Date: February 16th, 2013 05:56 am (UTC) (Link)
Happy Birthday!!! ♥
gregoid From: gregoid Date: February 18th, 2013 05:09 am (UTC) (Link)
Thanks!! :D
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